new year but everything's the same. i'm still serving national service. what's a lil different would be
1. the clique and i went for our official getaway, even though it was just batam and it was only like 2d1n, we still had loads of fun! and already planning for other small-small(this term, is totally primary school! :) ) trips. lets hope that our wish of going to korea in 2 years come true!
2 i went for my first run! officially again. the safari-zoo run! 6.2 km only la! haha


i baked for C.C, got her a pair of raybans for her 21st, we went for picnic, we watch percy jackson & the lighting thief. i am smiling cheek to cheek. but she's already flying back to aussie in less than 4 days. for 10 months now. :(

ps: jel left for aussie too! for the next 5 years! :) dr-to-be jelisa lin.

bye now.

i've been in the home team academy for say about 4 months or so already. this mean
1. i am there longer than i should
2. i've lost over 10kg = i am much buffer/slimmer/hotter than ever HAHAH
3. my ns life is shorten by 4 months = 2years = 24months = 24 - 4 = 20 months or so left!

i thinkk i've been coping pretty well in camp despite getting screwed real bad at times, with company mates being assholes to do lil lil stupid stuffs that get us all into deep shit, but i guess this are the things that would remain as a "memorable" experience in national service.

rumours had it that i'll be passing out on the 27th January 2010. after which i will know where i am posted to. went thru the first two stages of the police provost interview but failed to be shortlisted for the follow ups, but oh well, maybe it IS a belling in disguise somehow in which i will only get to know later on. 

drill test
I THOUGHT I COULD GET THE HIGHEST SCORE IN THIS FEILD(in ops fitness) with my experience in npcc! for god sake i WON the mini drill competition during the apec week. BUT NOO i wasnt good enough or so it seems! i'm placed 2nd, the first had a score of 79. what about me you'd asked. well A FREAKING 78! 2 more points i would beat get the top score! bummer. once again, taking it with a pinch a salt coupled with a pinch or pepper and a dash of vinegar! GOD I WAS SO DISSAPOINTED CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!?!?!  fml. HAHAH

one down many more tests to go. goodness.

ps: missy's back in sg! :0 grace ke's coming back in a month, mom and dad are in the airplane now coming back from arab where there were performing their pilgrimage! THE SAD PART IS, i wont be home to greet them! i have not seen them for a month and when they are back, i have to book in to camp. it would be another 4 days before i get to hug and embrace them both. :) whatever it is, i am glad that they're coming back, happier than ever i hope. sister and i (more of sister though) have been keeping the house pretty neat. hahah as we have promised mom and dad! :)




oh btw, i went over to mr tan hau teck's wake last night over at sengkang. yes, this man is a staff of RP and he was the advisor of student ambassador ig. he gave up and took his own life away. yes, he commited suicide. pretty sad actually to think that someone who is suppose to impact lives and impart knowledge to youths gave up on his own life . when we arrived, just as the aunty greeted us, she went,  "dont ever do something stupid like what he did, no problem cant be solve, everything can! and if you have a problem, share with someone close to you, dont bottle it up" make sense people? i guess so.

the end of the year is crawling in in pretty fast huh. they say when you're having fun, time seems to past by. i agree to that unfortunately. why cant it be the other way round? when you have loads of fun, let time past slower! let's begin. i think this year, prolly marks the most memorable,exciting,luckiest milestone, or rather MILESTONES in my life. trying my luck and signing up to join NYC's youth programmes was the one decision i made without consulting anyone and one that i am most proud of. i've mentioned about my past camp, the 14th Singapore-Malaysia Youth Camp 2009 no? SMYC was a camp that got the singaporeans so much closer to one another and boy i am glad to be part of it. the people i've met were amazing, esecially grace ke, charles chua and sally. couldnt ask for more.

stole this from ckris

there hasn't been a chance for me to put a full stop to what's happening to me this few months, so a tribute to that, i shall have none for this entry

lets see where shall i start, about 4 months ago, i received a letter to tell me that i got selected to be part of national youth council's 14th Singapore-Malaysia Youth Camp(SMYC) which is a major stepping stone for me to build up my portfolio and of course to develop myself even further, as proud and boastful this may sound, i thinking i am born to doing all this!

when i'm in, I'M ALL IN FOR IT, after being part of the camp, i got another call, telling me i have been nominated to be the assistant youth leader for the singapore contingent!!! only god knew how delighted, surprised and overjoyed to be given another opportunity

the camp was an emotional rollercoaster that got me growing day after day and i was blessed to have people whom i trust so much to be alongside with me during the storm

shant dwell so much about what happened during the camp but in a nutshell, it was hell of a good time

did i mentioned that on the same day of SMYC was also the day my sister, my one and only sister got engaged? yes she did, it was a family affair that was just great, everything was just the way we planned it to be

i'm already thinking of how would it all be like when they tie the knot next year, and rumours had it that IT'S GONNA BE HELD ON MY BIRTHDAY
yes just so you know, my brother got married on my mom's birthday, now my sister is getting married on mine, and i am by default suppose to hold mine on my dad's! HAHA, yes i have got a such a family :)

anyway, this is gonna be the last entry before another on comes in, which i cant promise when exactly, whatever it is, the week's to come is wayyyy to good to be true

1st, M DINIY D HAMZAH IS FLYING OF TO KOREA NEXT THURSDAY FOR TWO EFFING WEEKS for another youth forum/cultural exchange programme - Youth for Asia's Future - there's gonna be delegations from china, india, mongolia, japan, korea, and many many many more!!
i swear, i never thought such a day would come, and to top it off, it's an all expense paid for!! yes hotel flight transport - ALL OF IT, the only thing i need to worry about it my personal expenses, how much better can it get huh?

i am going to celebrate national day in seoul, hahaha! YAY!

2nd, two days after i arrive home, i've been invited to attend the national day rally!! hahaha to be honest, i think of the 19 years of my life , i've only watched it twice! oh well, we shall see to it


THATS IT! GOOD NIGHT DEAR WORLD!

god life is great and i cant ask for more (well maybe a lil more) HAHAH

i have neglected lj for a long long while. i'll find one day, and it shall be a long update on the singapore-malaysia youth camp and what went on after the camp+ my dear sister's engagement. :) tee hee..

hello world. to the ones who bothers to read, i thank you.

i've got question that has been lingering for awhile now.
*the ones underlined are just my thoughts.

what does it mean to love someone?

1. is it to the extent of wanting to be a convert?
then again, isn't religion one thing that you should embrace based on your believe and for the love of the religion and not for the sake of someone you love?
2. seeing your other half everyday and night?
where is the line drawn to decide what the time left for your friends and family?
3. checking up on them every hour?
clingy? or this is just plain romantic? how long can it really last like this before it actually becomes annoying? this is reporting or updating? i truly hope it is the latter or course.
4. have to like their friend?
the relationship is surely just about your and him/her right? noone else should matter. shouldn't it?
5. make sure that your friends like them?
does it really matter that your friends might not like your partner? or do they have to like your significant other?
6.what does it mean to love someone?
"...to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part..."


beats me.